A night to remember!

It was a long sleepless night for me today. 

Not because I intentionally stayed awake, but because I missed taking my medicine and also drank diet coke after dinner !! Wohooo caffeine rush !

As for all sleepless nights, this night also was a roller coaster ride of contemplation, self-doubts and Pink Floyd. 

What i still cannot fathom about the night is that I somehow found a solution to my big worry, I need to devote the  next 2 years of my wife's SRship in mastering my skill and maintaining a healthy body. I had a deep talk with chatgpt about that too. I need to work on my health first, I am getting lazier day by day and that is not a good sign. I am so lazy that somedays I skip brushing my teeth till afternoon. Totally Unacceptable. 

I need to do physical work more, I must get back to running and reading, two Rs that I love the most. 

As for my self-doubt about my skillset, this is temporary and will go away when I restart my learning journey. It was a wonderful period to be honest, I was feeling good about myself and was learning new everyday. Must go back to it asap.